Bottles in my Closet

You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you
I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you
Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you
The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you
I will find my nitch in your car
With my mp3 DVD rumple-packed guitar
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you




"Being tender and open is beautiful. As a women, I feel continually shhh'ed. Too sensitive. Too mushy. Too wishy washy. Blah blah. Don't let someone steal your tenderness. Don't allow the coldness and fear of others to tarnish your perfectly vulnerable beating heart. Nothing is more powerful than allowing yourself to truly be affected by things. Whether it's a song, a stranger, a mountain, a rain drop, a tea kettle, an article, a sentence, a footstep, feel it all -- look around you. All of this is for you. Take it and have gratitude. Give it and feel loved." 
--- Zooey Deschanel 


"In life we do things. Some we wish we had never done. Some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads. But they all make us who we are, and in the end they shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them, we wouldn't be the person we are. So just live, make mistakes, have wonderful memories, but never ever second guess who you are, where you have been, and most importantly where it is you are going." 


"Sometimes you play a game, even when you know you are going to lose. Or sometimes you leave a game even when you know you can win."


"It's funny how sometimes the people we remember the least make the greatest impression on us." --- Benjamin Button 


"For what it's worth: it's never too late, or in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this things. We can make the best or worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again." --- Benjamin Button


"Some people are born to sit by a river, some get struck by lightning, some have an ear for music, some are artists, some swim, some know buttons, some know Shakespeare, some are mothers and some people are dancers."
--- Benjamin Button 

You Love A Lot I {two posts in a day}

You all can just wish and keep wishing that you had a sister as amazing as mine. I found all these cute old pictures that I love and I was just pondering all the things I love about my sister. She is always there for me, yes we fight but it is easy to make things right with her because she is so sweet and understanding. 

She is beautiful and she gets prettier everyday. It is amazing how time moves and changes people, I have been amazed at how fast I have grown and I am almost scared by how fast the people, especially my sister, around me grow. 

I love her, and there is not much more to say. Thanks for being amazing. 

Again. The end. 

*Peace, Love, and iPhones*

I love how my post titles get increasingly and increasingly less relevant to what I am saying with my scattered words. I think it's because I like to name my post first and then decide what I will write about. Don't ask me why my title is the way it is, it just kind of is there for a little bit of decoration... Peace, Love and iPhones has nothing to do with this post other than the fact that that I am just now finishing talking about why my titles are irrelevant.

Now to bigger and better things, like for instance, joining the circus. When I join the circus (not that i necessarily will) I will be the lady who rides around the ring on horses and elephants and dances around smiling in sparkling outfits. The one who gets the most attention and look the prettiest. Then I will do a fancy trapeze act and fly in the sky like a majestic bird from the amazon. Then everybody will clap and cheer for me when I do a double, no quadruple back flip in to a small pool of water without breaking a sweat. And then I will do that same thing every night for a while and I quit the circus to become something more serious, like a... oh I know, dancer.
Sometimes I feel like the soup in this can... not for the obvious reason like I feel sloppy, unsatisfying, and have no control over my life but for the more meaningful reasons like... sometimes I feel like I am made of beef stock.

Noun1. beef stock - a stock made with beef
- liquid in which meat and vegetables are simmered; used as a basis for e.g. soups or sauces; "she made gravy with a base of beef stock"

Yes I know, rather deep, sometimes I feel like I am the one simmering the vegetables and meat while they get all the credit for my magnificent taste and my real broth substance is easily ignored. And you know what, that all kind of made sense in a weird way, I was planning on just fooling you and saying haha really I just like this picture but guess what that was almost a good analogy, go me!

"Sometimes sitting in the dark, wishing you were here turns me crazy... but it's you who makes me lose my head..."

Rain, rain, go away come again when it is May, I want it to snow today, rain, rain, go away.

By the way it's not raining, but its not snowing either and I wish it was.

31 days until Sundance opens, I went on a nice drive with my brother today to go pick up my season pass and I am so excited for this season to begin, I can't wait for the perfect feeling of my board sliding along the smooth snow, I am just to excited to handle even thinking about it, I have to put it out of my head for a little while so I don't go insane.

"Even if you are on the right track, you will get run over if you just sit there." -Will Rogers

"If you can't get someone out of your head, then maybe they are supposed to be there."

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened." - Dr. Seuss

"Live out of your imagination, not your history." - Stephen R. Covey

Snowboarding season isn't the only thing on the countdown. 47 days until Christmas! I am so excited for my whole family to come, and I am excited to do Christmas things like, singing, eating, hot coco, sledding, snowboarding, being with family, presenting, ice skating, seeing lights, partying, and all the other great things that go with the wonderful season! Don't get me wrong, I am excited for Thanksgiving too and I will not over look this magnificent holiday but the fact that Christmas is right around makes me crazy with love and excitement.

Well, that is pretty much all for today but real quick, here is a list of loves for the day:

• my brother and his funny humor
• my nerdy, loud, and beautiful car
• my hair
• Psychology
• music
• red pants
• dance, as always
• darkness
• lightness
• and overall, everything and everyone

THE END.

{Something about being true to yourself... just works.}

You say that you love the rain,

but you open your umbrella when it rains.

You say that you love the sun,

but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines.

You say that you love the wind,

but you close your windows when the wind blows.

This is why I am afraid, you say that you love me too.

- William Shakespeare

Today has been... a Monday. Sleep in a little, school, lunch, school, dance, family home evening, homework... well blog first, I decided this is kind of like my journal so it kind of makes sense that I give it a little priority. I like this blog.

"I wish I was a little bit taller, wish I was a baller, wish I had a girl who looked good I would call her, wish I had rabbit in a hat with a bat and a 6-4 impala."

I am still pretty satisfied with life today, which is kind of a surprise because I have actually been satisfied for the past three days, thats a pretty sweet record, I might have even been satisfied before that, it just took me a bit to notice that there wasn't anything pestering at me.

This picture is one that I took that was not set up but happened by accident. As I went to the bathroom today during school, I noticed this paper in the sink and I flipped it over. I saw that it said superficial and the setting of it on the drain really spoke to me so I pulled out my phone and took a picture. This moment made me glad for my good camera on my phone because I love taking pictures and if this had been blurry, the message wouldn't have been half as satisfactory. Overall, don't be superficial, and life will be overall, better, at least if you are overall not superficial.

Just in case you were curious, here is a quick definition:

superficial:

1. adj - concerned with or comprehending only what is apparent or obvious

2. adj - of little substance or significance

3. adj - of, affecting, or being on or near the surface

I will let you choose which definition you like best and you can interpret the message for yourself.

You are my Manhattan from the sky,

You look so neat and tidy when I'm way up high,

But I know your streets are lined with a felt fineness inside, I wanna come down and walk around, you're mine.

I don't know what prompted me to put those lyrics maybe because I like Manhattan, maybe because I like the imagery, that's probably the right guess because when you think about it, everyone is a Manhattan from the sky, they look simple and easily predictable from far away, but when you jump inside and walk around and learn and investigate, and love, and adventure, and care, you will find out so much more than that first judgement you made from the sky. I guess what I am trying to say is love people, walk around and find out more about them, make them part of your life, but in the end make sure you actually care or none of that investigation is actually worth it. Because what is anything without care.

Take an emoticon for luck. :)

(Turn around)

Every now and then
I get a little bit lonely
And you're never coming round
(Turn around)
Every now and then
I get a little bit tired
Of listening to the sound of my tears
(Turn around)
Every now and then
I get a little bit nervous
That the best of all the years have gone by
(Turn around)
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified
And then I see the look in your eyes
(Turn Around, bright eyes)
Every now and then I fall apart
(Turn Around, bright eyes)
Every now and then
I fall apart
(Turn around)
Every now and then
I get a little bit restless
And I dream of something wild
(Turn around)
Every now and then
I get a little bit helpless
And I'm lying like a child in your arms
(Turn around)
Every now and then
I get a little bit angry
And I know I've got to get out and cry
(Turn around)
Every now and then
I get a little bit terrified
But then I see the look in your eyes
(Turn Around, bright eyes)
Every now and then
I fall apart
Turn around, bright eyes
Every now and then
I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
'Cause we'll never be wrong
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
(All of the time)
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
(Forever's gonna start tonight)
Once upon a time
I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

That was a little long... but totally worth it.

Love life, peace out, take care... pray for snow.

Sincerely, Me and only Me.

P.S. I am going to go do my homework now...

P.P.S. I like living, it's one of the best things that has ever happened to me.

P.P.P.S. lets be honest, I just wanted to make it to 3 p's

P.P.P.P.S. hahahaha this has got to stop, bye!